The Whole Truth

My dear readers
Last Saturday in his new Bramha sutras message. Swamiji talked about how you should open up and tell the whole truth to everyone who comes in your breathing space, or at least that's how I interpreted it. That got me thinking about this blog one reason I haven't been writing is
I had this crazy idea that I should be writing about my specific positive experiences which as some or all of you know don't happen everyday except for some certain people. Actually that's not even true I suppose all experiences can be positive it just the way you look at them. But what i am going to try and write all my experiences not just the ones I consider to be great spiritual achievements. For example last night I had a full out breakdown like I was laying in my bed crying over an English assignment! I don't know why ... it could have been the fact that I have not been meditating much these past few weeks (oops!) or the fact I was tired after being at the barn for a few hours exercising in other words walking all over the place leading horses and riding. Or that I got my period that day but I did have a breakdown and cried myself to sleep. So yep there is the full and total truth.