I think above all the thing I love about the marching band most is the social aspect. Getting to be with lots of other kids my own age and sharing in creating this magnificent thing, the show. As this cold and rainy winter shifts into spring I decided to do the musical. I was fully aware it would be time consuming, but comparatively I didn't have that much to do, just the temple and barn. I wanted to be with kids my own age again, and sure I have school, but that is different in my mind. So after much thought, and debate with myself and acting friends I decided to help with the crew, in the costumes department.
Unfortunately I'm not exactly sure what I was looking for is here, I don't get to see all my friends who are also participating very much as they are all in different areas. So far we haven't really gotten to do anything fun, just a lot of cleaning and organizing, I thought we would get to design and pick out costumes, but that was unbelievably far from the truth, but I am going to persist, because who knows what will come out of the next two months of this.
I have also been feeling odd lately slightly out of place what ever I do. It's almost like I have divided my life into so many different little parts there isn't any whole part left, except when I am alone by myself in my room. I feel weird about that, but it's just how I feel. Not having to work, or communicate with anyone, just being. I guess that's really the truth of it for some reason I am having an exceptionally hard time working with people. More then ever before. I have this complete vision of what I want to do, yet not the ability to convey it which makes those around me irritated. It's just that whole communication thing...
We'll see what happens with it. For now check back in soon more musical updates!
photo credit: A friend of mine and a horse. I just love this picture and wanted to share it.
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