Riding, Meditation, and School

I've got a lot to cram in a few paragraphs, so let's just start! Yesterday I did Nithya Dhyaan meditation for the first in ages. Saturday and Sunday I was just irritated all day, I don't know why, but Sunday night laying in bed I decided I just had to do meditation again. So I dragged myself out of bed a full half an hour earlier and did it. Spent the early morning stumbbling around feeling sleep deprived, but then at the same time my day seemed to go a lot smoother. Not like everything got cancled, in fact my schedual was crazier then usual. School unfortunatly was not changed by my change in schedual it seems to drag on forever with it's piles of "busy work" and notes, and group projects with people you don't know, and really don't want to know. After school I did a few hours of filming for the video I am making for D-town, which was bother freezing and nice.
After all that (without getting to go home for more then five minutes I went to the barn. Now some people might see the barn as torture to go to after all that, I mean it's not heated, it's dusty, and everything you do is work, but not me. I got April and after an interesting lunging session, mounted up for the first time since the accident. The funny thing is that night that I came I came to ride April but she was being ridden by someone else. Although I have tried not to think about, I will admit it flashed through my brain more then once, what would have happened if she wasn't being ridden, would I have gone to the back barn? Would
I have tried to pet Percy?
In any case using the comfortable dressage saddle I mounted up on the tall red horse and rode for about 45 minutes. Just walking and trotting. I don't know what it is, but is just something so special about being on top of a horse, maybe it's how tall you are, or that close connection you can acheive with another creature. What ever it is it is great. Unless you are not in connection with the horse which was kind of my problem last night. I just wanted to write about that though. More later!