Hey Readers!
Usually when I have a problem, or I am frustrated about something I call my best friend Paz in Seattle and talk it over with her. Since she is very spiritual it's not like talking to just any other high school student, and usually by the time we finish our conversations I have an answer or at least have a better grip of the situation. It's like having a personal therapist or something, not that I've ever had one, but what I imagine it would be like. Anyway lately Paz has been totally unavailable faced with her own start of high school and all that work. The few times I have talked to her it really didn't help much, I mean it was nice to talk and get it out but it didn't make my problems disappear or at least seem a easier. The past three days of school have been so crazy, and frustrating. To the point were I am wanting to really do meditation, which I know will help but when I attempt to wake up at 4:45 to do it, I really can't get out of bed. I have tried to do a lot of unclutching yesterday and today which did help a bit, but I have lost practice with it and more then once there were times when I just felt so overwhelmed with a gazillion different emotions, and thoughts. So I haven't thought of a solution yet, somehow drag myself out of bed to do meditation? Re figure out the art of unclutching? I don't know. Maybe this entry seems totally depressing, and not inspiring (I am sure of that one) but I felt a need not to write just my happy experiences (yea I did this!!! Yea I did yoga today!!!) This blog is about my experiences, and trying to get through these first few weeks of sophomore year keeping all my different lives straight is an experience. Maybe it's not going so well at the moment, but hey! It's part of the journey. Check in for more of this teen's sophomore year stories soon!
Photo Credit: my dad took it, I just like this picture Maya so intently watching me wash the dishes and me slaving along (except not exactly cause I kinda like washing dishes)
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