Hey Everyone!
So I broke my promise, I'm sorry. Pictures are on my dad's phone see, and I couldn't get them off, but I will asap. I do have some new pictures though, as you can see. (that's my now almost grown up cat Maya, remember her?)
So what's this entry about? Well look at the title. If that doesn't make sense (and it probably doesn't) keep reading. For the past few weeks I have been really rubbing shoulders with my mom, and thats not in a positive way. It seems that we are always arguing and stuff, yes I realized that, obviously. I have also been loosing my temper easily and getting quite annoyed of late. So on Sunday my mother had a sit down talk with me. Ok It wasn't really a sit down talk cause we where talking home from the temple, but all you out there who are or were teens get the point. I don't really feel like reveling all the little details of our talk but we can sum it up to my parents where annoyed I was being so well grrraaaarrrr all the time and also didn't like me arguing. My mom told me I needed to start really doing meditation again. Nithya Dhyaan or eN Kriya. After more arguing, and some threats, I agreed. So this morning i set my alarm for 4:30 (I like to snooze it about 10 times.) finally woke up at 5:14 officially "borrowed" my dad's ipod and nithya dhyaan. I can't say it was like a wow, that was so amazing! kinda thing, but it was sort of refreshing. So 20 more days to go (until I reevaluate) my current plan is to do Nithya Dhyaan for 21 days and then do eN Kriya for 21 days and see where I am at the end of that. So There should be updates. Many more entries coming soon!
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