Loosing Embarresment

My Dear Ones,
Today's topic is loosing embarresment. Today I had a lot of doses of that antidote to ego. In my english class I forgot part of my homework, now this may not seem like a big thing, but english is my favorite class, with my favorite teacher, so I want to do really good in there. Also my teacher was acting really disapointed in me. At the end of class I went to him and asked what I could do to make it up. Now in certain things I am fine asking, but in some cases I hate it. I don't really know where the line is drawn, I do realize though that I am able to tell people things without embarresment eaisier lately. I got over that though and was ok. In Science class agian I had a situation I would have been going over in my head for hours wondering if I did something wrong, but I was amazed at myself. I was just able to do it. Ok what's it?

I my science class I sit in the very centre of the classroom. There is this one girl who sits katty corner to me. She is a cheerleader, extreamly inmature..... I sure all of you can visulize. Well she thinks she is all that and was stage whispering to her friend who sits behind me. After half an hour of this I simply decided not to let this continue. I mean I could try zoning out her, but in the case the teacher's voice would go out of my "zone" and that would defeat the whole point so i simply said to her "Hannah?" "what?" she repied slightly rudly "Stop talking. " I know that sounds a little rude, but I have been around people like her my whole life and being gracious never gets through to them. You have to be abrupt and direct. The good thing is she stopped talking. Although after blubbering for a few seconds "wh... a.... how ... who are you?"

Now as I said before three years ago I would have imidetly gotten embarresed, apoligized and wouldn't be able to consentrate for the rest of that day because of shame. But in this case I was able to simply smile and continue with my day. I felt so good and liberated, I could stop something that was obstructing me, just with two words AND best of all it didn't pull me down. About the picture this was taken in Kanya Kumari, India. I really love this picture and this is the first picture I am sharing of my own human form! Now if there are any pictures you would like me to post please feel free to tell me. I will be overjoyed to!