The poison of Ego

Well my Dears,
This may be a short entry because it is late, and a school night, but here we go.
So I have the urge to write about ego today. This is probebly a subject I will stop back in on later in the year, but this is my first shot at it.

So let me start out by saying straight out and truthfully I do have a very big ego. I have many talents. I know this am proud of it, and in some cases that gives me a pretty big ego. Worst then that I HATE when people tell me what to do, which is all ego. Now for your purpose reading this I want to make it clear that ego is not just thinking you are the best yadda yadda. That is th obvious ego, but then there is another kind of ego, subtle ego it is called, this is like when you refuse to dance, or sing, or even though you want something you say "oh no no I don't want it, you take it." this is subtle ego. Almost every human being on planet earth suffers from one, the other, or a combination of these two poisons. The fast five days my ego was way up, my mind was totally coming in. The result i have been fighting with my family and totaly being a pill. Then today I really broke down and called my best friend, who I have mentioned and just talked about everything to her for about half an hour. She just listened then I the end of our conversation I said "You know.... I think I know what is wrong with me now, it's my ego. It way to up! And that was that. I have felt a lot better since then. Well it wasn't just that, I swallowed my ego and apoligized to my family as well, then after fighting the ego back down I have felt better. So that's my little blurb of the day..... the poison of ego, you can't fight it, it will win. You must simply defeat it. Till next time!